Week 2 Weight Results

Sorry I haven't updated in a while and I'm not even going to write a lot tonight since I am super exhausted, but I wanted to update everyone on my second week of WW. Are you ready?? 

Drumroll please.....

Current weight: 259.9 lbs.

Weight lost this week: 1.8 lbs.

Total weight lost: 5.5 lbs.!!

I am totally ok with those numbers. 

I knew this week wasn't going to be as good because, well, sugar cookies are really good. :)

But I am below 260 and I will NEVER be back there. I've got to tell myself these uplifting things because it just feels great to say I'm below 260 lbs.! Think how great it will feel when I say, "I'm 199.9 lbs.! And I will never see any 2 in front of my weight again!!" I know that's a ways off, but I'm looking toward the future. :)

 I am also feeling pretty good mentally right now too. I'm still trying to figure out how to handle an emotional toddler (how do people have more than one kid???????) who NEVER listens to me, who cries about everything and who refuses to use his words to let me know what he needs or wants. I mean, come on! I KNOW you know the words! Just USE THEM!!!! Sigh. I guess I should be grateful that he's giving me so much practice in the mind reading department......

But I am finally (FINALLY) on a medication that seems to be doing what needs to be done to my brain. I still find myself low on patience and sometimes just wanting to lay on the couch and be a blob, but I am in such a better place right now than I was a month ago. No desire to hurt myself or do anything drastic, which is a win in my book! :) Well, I need to do the couch laying thing right now, so I'll end this blog entry right here.

I'm going to do a post about the more serious stuff on depression/anxiety and how I "dealt" with it. Some of the stuff I write might be a little disturbing and I'll do my best to warn you beforehand if i'm going to go into detail that might be hard for some to hear. I'm all about disclaimers.

Anyway! Love you all! Make it a great day!